mE- secret palace.secret stories

whenever i open my blog & facebook.
when i view aisyah & von's blog- remorse
i see edwin's photo, i felt sad, dishearten.

whenever i'm quiet down, i thought of him.
this is the worst mix feeling.

even now... i felt SAD AGAIN! weary eye
i was thinking back, wat was i doing on thurs? the day when u passed away...
i kept wandering, wat really happened? y did u faint?
i felt 空虚 when i think abt u being cremated, today morning.
tsk mE. haiz
=D for u edwin! i know u wont wanna see us sad. cos u always bring laughter
& also thx frens for the comfort.
CHEER UP AISYAH & YVONNE

bY:mE ♥

edwin edwin edwin lim junhan.
kept looking at his photos~ (i went to search for it. & i went to keep afew)

ytd's wake. tears flow...
memorial to edwin lim-
i never expect the next time i see u. is in this kind of situation.
i never expect the next time i sang praise and worship, 1 of my favour which is also ur's "Heart Of Worship" in this kind of situation.

the moment i step in i kept looking at ur photo. my hope all crashed.
(how i wish all this is a trick. how i wish it is not u.)
the moment i sang "heart of worship". i tremble hard. i cried hard. i sang hard for u. i had flashbacks.
the moment i hear all the speechs for u. i feel pain. i feel sad. i feel like talking to u. i know wat a great person u are tht i really want to know u even better! i feel so regrets. (not going TC. not crapping with u more!)
the moment when we walk round u. i kept my eyes on u all the way. i tried to remb ur face. i promise never to forget about u. i know it is going to be the last time to see u. i just cry uncontrollably, temble uncontrollably. i had headaches.

i can feel all the ppl there for u are in so much pain together, faithfully.
[HUGS. HUGS for comfort. there were TC frens for comfort (= ]
but i also know. u've gone to heaven. all of us had wishes and blessing for u, truly!

now, 2.10pm. u are really gone. u are really away from us. u are really not going to return.
mabai hall 3. i'll remb & go pay a respect to u 1day!

ytd i cried till my eyes HURT. really hurt.
ytd i had headahes. really having flashbacks of u.
(u called out my name hard, cos u're not familiar with chinese names. i always give u hint of yvonne's name, cos u cant remb hers. how funny u were in the chicken head, tryin to entertain us. how impress i was on u, acting out on the part of THE LEGEND. how u tease wendy saying u'll kiss her... how skinny and tall u were!)
ytd i had flu. due to all the crying sniffing as i was super duper sad.
i'll remb u. the wonderful u in my heart, in my memory. sarangahoe.

this is really the final farewell till i see you again in heaven. ♥

bY:mE ♥

yiboon+keL 'specially' brought for me. thxla

jon's ------------------ tht's lame keL. jon's car blocking qr's way out

HA! qr's hair! his hair!
jon. kel. yiboon. qr. beside qr is mE then poos then weiyu. (couldnt take a full shot)

ytd went for supper with spp peeps (=

jon drove me over together, AGAIN.

great to have him living together at bishan area ^^

there were: wei yu, qingren, keL, yi boon, jon, poosiang (who sneaked out) + mE

ok, basically, its all guys.

so... eventually, jon got his army letter. & the NSmens started talking abt it.

i wish all the best for u jon~

then left with qr to talk to me. but they switched talkin abt club things soon. as they thought maybe they're neglecting mE? lol

but its alright.i can do self-entertainment. i was there listening + entertainin myself with paper toss. (shit still cant win poos)

soon, poos left. cos he sneaked out! lol (hav i sneaked out before??)

this time, i went in gals toilet alone. no worries i'm brave~ (they should come in gals toilet this time. lol)

haha, & i made 5guys wait for me for awhile wor. w0o. lol (-.- nth to be proud of)

anyway, abt 1.30am we left for home. sleep (=

i was home at 2am. previous supper was like 3.20am instead lei.

& kendrew who wanna join in couldnt make it.

this is so -.- tsk

one moment i was sad. one moment i was laughing.

bY:mE ♥

thx frens.
i'm fine. esp with peeps around, when they just joke & i laughed (ytd)
just during alone, slience time, i'll think abt it then... ... edwin!
( i dun even hav a photo with u! T.T *ok my eyes getting weary again)
i swear i so wish its all a trick, trap! cos his so good at acting.
haiz. going his wake later.

i think tears will flow when i'm there.
to me his wake is more important. therefore, i pushed everything aside for today.
paiseh ppl. priority

bY:mE ♥

the moment i step in class. kelvin told me something-

too unbelieveable
i cant believe kelvin at all.
i straight away took his words as joke / disturb.
but
how i wish its really a JOKE!
EDWIN! u were so funny. u were so talented. u were so nice. u were so good. u were so happening!

i never expect to say this to a fren!
but REST IN PEACE. (omg. i still cant think how it is like...)
T.T aww. i lost my thoughts

r.i.p mj

bY:mE ♥

t0daY nth much.
dunno y but gaining my smile & happiness again.
so nice. so sweet. so close. 好有默契!

THT's GD!
cant wait for FRI

bY:mE ♥

THANK U- Khor.BH for this bookmark~

& thx Poo.s for delivering it over to me at bizblk, ytd!

(but u used the bkmark which is meant for me =.=)

HAHA! ^^

谢谢 KHOR BROTHERS.

bY:mE ♥

OMG OMG OMG i'm so overjoy to see this!
(i went to look through 2007photos files & i saw this!)

MY DRILL COMPETITION YR!
our fancy roxs like hell la!
remb everyone will stop and look, give a 0.0 look while we are practising.
(AWWWWWWW THOSE DAYS! my love)

BUT WAIT! some part of our fancy drill like not in the video lei...
so is it our yr? but hav pohee's voice, but, why she said CHERLY?
CONFUSE.
-
meieng dun feel so diggy with contact lens, now.

bY:mE ♥

DCM assignment2
arghh! After Effects assignment 2!
SHIT la. its here!
T.T i just mention ytd. & todaY we were told~
i need 2 male & plenty of stones.
last resort- 2female.

HELP! -.-
arghh. sian!
shall start next week!

m.E is back to reality life (hectic. no joy liao -.-).
byebye ppl. evil ppl now its time for me to get busy instead. happy? lol
-
paiseh del i'm not helping u to led the DDM bonding day le.
ohh! we still hav NDP compeition thingy right...
tell me again. (=

bY:mE ♥

t0daY! monday~week 12?

my current 2 assignment, matt painting + maya finishing...

finishing touch up (endlessly)- my habit.

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